I do understand
I have been high on cough syrup, and this reminds me of the onset of drinking two bottles and hiding in the backyard waiting for it to kick in. There is a queazy feeling in your stomache. You are starting to feel cold all over, but not shivering. Your mind is getting very paranoid. The sickness sets in further. You are thinking you are gonna puke. Somehow you managed not to, and now you are getting tracer vision. The coldness is going away. It is being replaced with a warm feeling and now you can swear that your hearing is becoming more sensitive. You have a clear hightened awareness. Your mind is loosing its rationallity. Now confussion is setting in. The sickness is all the way gone. Your heart rate is at somewhere around the same tempo of this song. Now you are fealing quite powerful. The rollercoaster ride is just about to start. You are on the upward ascent of that first big hill where the fun really starts. You are at the greatest point... The Apex... Slowly going over. Now you are on the hellish, freakishly intense drop into the full trip that is the consequence of your actions. You don't really even have control of your mind or body. You are simply the observer, who is watching the will of the drug being done through you. You can speak, but noone can really understand what you are saying, and you know that you can't either. How can you describe this feeling you have? The words won't come. Who are you? Not really sure, but you can see yourself down below you. Suddenly you are back in your body. Now you have bigger things to worry about. The bad stimuli of some strange real life dramatic event is now taking place. It is centered around you, but you can't tell what is happening. He/she wasn't supposed to show up to see you like this. Somehow this always happens. What terrible timing. Suddenly they are gone. Where did he/she go? Did this really happen? Things seem to be calming down. Now the next say 3 hours is simply a gentle slope downward that eventually ends up right back into reality. It leaves you feeling like shit, and unable to sleep for a long time. You have some interesting stuff to talk to your friends about at school after the weekend is over, or what you can remember of it anyway.
Don't do this during the week when you have stuff to do.
Thanks for the Nostalgia.